When He's Not There (feat. Lucky Daye) - Kehlani

Money, diamonds, house in different cities I'm livin' my wildest dreams Crooked smile I'm in with all the power Can do what I want But I'm empty Baddies got em Model movie options To makin' a movie scene You know all the game But what's it really mean? Lord knows I try to give up Tried what I thought could be love Tried takin chances and Chance brought me down to my knees Girl I been So dumb Don't wanna be a fool out of love alone Girl I been So wrong Buyin' up the world just to make it feel like home I been numb, so numb Spendin' every dime to get everything I want There's only one thing missing in life That's you Cocoa butter Baccarat on covers I smell it on my sheets I heard you say that you might love another It filled up my world with envy And I can't stop reminiscing When we relivin' the moment when you were meant for me But all this fame and fortune Can't afford me what I need Lord knows I try to give up But all I can see is what was I tried takin' chances but Chance brought me down to my knees I been So dumb Don't wanna be a fool out of love alone Girl I been So wrong Buyin' up the world just to make it feel like home I been numb, so numb Spendin' every dime to get everything I want There's only one thing missing in life That's you That's you That's you That's you Girl I been So dumb Don't wanna be a fool out of love alone I been So wrong Buyin' up the world just to make it feel like home I been numb, so numb Spendin' every dime to get everything I want There's only one thing missing in life That's you That's true You know it's you I can't help myself you know it's you Girl it's you Girl it's you Girl it's you You know it, you know it You know it, you know it You know it, you know it You know it's true It's always, it's always been you Forever, forever with you That's you

So how will I trust you When you say that you will love me 'cause she said that too? And how will you love me? I was told I didn't deserve love, at least that's the thing Now don't say Don't say that you'll stay for good Don't tell me what I want to hear 'Cause you think you should And teach, teach me to heal my scars I've heard it said that beauty is when scars become art 'Cause I wanna love you for good For good or for bad, when times get sad and when we fight And I wanna love you for good For good or for bad, when you make me mad 'Cause you're the love of my life So take my hand, I wanna grow old with you beside me So take my hand, I wanna grow old with you beside me So take my hand, I wanna grow old with you beside me, oh, oh So take my hand, I wanna grow old with you beside me 'Cause I wanna love you for good For good or for bad, when times get sad and when we fight And I wanna love you for good For good or for bad, when you make me mad 'Cause you're the love of my life Now how, how will I move on? You taught me how to love again, and now you're gone And how will I bear the pain? I guess for now, I'll leave these flowers here at your grave

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)