Trying My Best - Anson Seabra

I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that Pulled the car off the road to the lookout Could've followed my fears all the way down And maybe I don't quite know what to say But I'm here in your doorway I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying They told me all of my cages were mental So I got wasted like all my potential And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here Pouring out my heart to a stranger But I didn't pour the whiskey I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town And I just wanted you to know That this is me trying (And maybe I don't quite know what to say) I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying

I miss knowing what you're thinking And hearing how your day has been Do you think you can tell me everything, darling? But leave out every part about him Right now you're probably by the ocean While I'm still out here in the rain With every day that passes by since we've spoken It's like Glasgow gets further from L.A. Maybe it's supposed to be this way But, oh, my love I wanna say, "I miss the green in your eyes" And when I said, we could be friends, guess I lied I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best" I wanna say, "Without you, everything's wrong" And you were everything I need all along I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best" Well, I can't help but notice You seem happier than ever now And I guess that I should tell you, "I'm sorry" It seems I was the problem somehow Maybe I only brought you down But, oh, my love I wanna say, "I miss the green in your eyes" And when I said, we could be friends, guess I lied I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best" I wanna say, "Without you, everything's wrong" And you were everything I need all along I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best" But, oh, my love, oh, whoa Oh, my love, oh, whoa Wish I could say it's something I really mean But I want you happy whether not it's with me I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best" I wanna say, "Without you, everything's wrong" And you were everything I need all along I wanna say, "I wish that you never left" Oh, but instead, "I only wish you the best"

Yeah! It's my tape man, listen to my tape I've waited I've waited Time went by All I did was cry Sillyyyyy (Whuuuu) If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, If you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!) He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, If you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!) He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend First we get the talkin, then we get the touchin If we get pass the phone games we'll be fuckin I kiss like the french therefore my tongue in your ear Do it like the dogs do it girl and pull on your hair For me a different scenery just mean a different position In the tub or on the sink I improvise now listen In the chopper or on the jet join the mile high club I'm no fool I know money can't buy me love But I'm a different type of nigga that make sure that you know Instead of a rose, there's a hundred dozen of those See I see somethin special when I look in your eyes With your legs way back I see this pussy is mine If you ain't sure when I'm talkin I don't tell you no lies But there's things that you say that have me wonderin why When I don't say what I'm thinkin it don't mean that I'm shy Got on that shit you picked out for me that's why I'm so fly If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, If you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!) He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, if you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!)He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend While you in your bubble bath I'll come wash on your back When you puttin on your lotion I can help you with that I sit and think of things to say that may make you smile Or give you gifts from my heart to reflect my style Or slang I use when we build may change how you talk And if I'm focused while I'm strokin I could change how you walk There's a swagger that you come with When you come from New York I'm a hustler I just hustle in the things that I bought Separate me from the rest, I feel like I'm the best If there's a price to pay for feelin you I pay that twice I'm as ghetto as it gets girl you know that's right I ain't got nothin to hide baby I tell you my secrets 'Fore you end up bein 'round long enough to peep shit I get closer to you, I mean closer than close I get into you, after I take off my clothes Girl I been into you, mentally long before If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, if you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!) He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend, I want you 'round all the time (I want you 'round me all the time) Can I be your best friend, if you promise you'll be mine (Girl promise you'll be mine) He say he's just a friend (Uh huh) now girl let's not pretend (Come on) Either he is or he ain't your man (Ha Ha!) He say he's just a friend If I was your best friend

She said, I was seven and you were nine I looked at you like the stars that shine In the sky, the pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my Take me back to the house in the backyard tree Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me You never did, you never did Take me back when our world was one block wide I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried Just two kids, you and I Oh my my my my Well, I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn't that little girl you used to see But your eyes still shined like pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us They never believed we'd really fall in love And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes And said oh my my my Take me back to the creek beds we turned up Two A.M. riding in your truck and all I need is you next to me Take me back to the time we had our very first fight The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight You stayed outside till the morning light Oh my my my my A few years had gone and come around We were sitting at our favorite spot in town And you looked at me, got down on one knee Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle Our whole town came and our mamas cried You said I do and I did too Take me home where we met so many years before We'll rock our babies on that very front porch After all this time, you and I I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine I'll still look at you like the stars that shine In the sky, oh my my my

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Tampang tak seberapa, keren juga relatif Tapi masalah funny, bolehlah skill itu diadu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Badannya belum kekar, sementara bisa melar Tapi hatinya baik, fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama (kita bersama) Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sеntosa, kita bersama Sekarang dan miliar-miliar Juta-juta ratus tahun lagi Ulangi (ulangi) Tahun yang (tahun yang) Penuh bahagia bеrsamaku (Bersamaku, bersamaku, bersamaku)

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