Should Have Known Better - Sufjan Stevens

You get what you give and you reap what you sow Where you left your dirt, boy a flower has grown Don't know what you've got, 'til it's out of your reach So I've been loving myself like you never loved me And if it hurts like hell, you can only blame yourself Should have known better than to break my heart Oh, ain't it funny? No, I never looked better and it's all your fault Oh, sorry, honey But it's over, yeah, I moved on, hallelujah, hallelujah Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart Forgive and forget, well forget about that One look in the mirror and I ain't ever lookin' back They say karma's a bit- but I'ma make it seem sweet 'Cause I'm dressed to kill, honey, how's it feel knowing you lost me? And if it hurts like hell, you can only blame yourself Should have known better than to break my heart Oh, ain't it funny? No, I never looked better and it's all your fault Oh, sorry, honey But it's over, yeah, I moved on, hallelujah, hallelujah Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart Oh, ain't it funny? No, I never looked better and it's all your fault Oh, sorry, honey But it's over, yeah, I moved on, hallelujah, hallelujah Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart Should have known better than to break my heart

I live on the 24th floor With a view of the city from a wrap around porch Honestly, it's all I've ever wanted And I think you'd hate this place You complain about the rent and the way I decorate And not properly rearrange it If you were here, I wouldn't be It took losing you to find me 'Cause all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh We lived on Van Buren In a little white house with the little wood fence It was all you've ever wanted And you'd drink side-stage, and I'd sing my songs And we'd pretend we didn't almost called the wedding off I came into my own and you went back home Sometimes I'd miss that yellow kitchen It's both our fault that this fell apart, but you won't admit it And that's the difference And all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh All I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Feel like a guest inside your home Beg you to love me, but you won't And now I'm on my own Know what I need and what I don't I sleep sound in my bed alone 'Cause I don't miss you, you're just all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh I lived on the 24th floor With the view of the city from a wrap around porch I'd never knew it's all I've ever wanted

Everybody's laughing in my mind Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy Do you do what you did when you did with me? Does he love you the way I can? Did you forget all the plans that you made with me? 'Cause, baby, I didn't That should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh (yeah) That should be me, this is so sad That should be me, that should be me (ooh, ooh) That should be me feeling your kiss (feeling your kiss) That should be me buying you gifts (buying you gifts) This is so wrong, I can't go on (I can't go on) 'Til you believe that that should be me That should be me (no) You said you needed a little time for my mistakes It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies? What you doing to me? You're taking him where we used to go Now if you're tryna break my heart It's working 'cause you know that That should be me holding your hand (holding your hand) That should be me making you laugh (oh, ah) That should be me, this is so sad (this is so sad) That should be me, that should be me That should be me feeling your kiss (that should be me) That should be me buying you gifts (that should be me) This is so wrong, I can't go on 'Til you believe that should be me (til you believe) I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm? It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart Oh, whoa That should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh That should be me, this is so sad (that should be me) That should be me, that should be me That should be me feeling your kiss That should be me buying you gifts (that should be me) This is so wrong, I can't go on 'Til you believe that should be me (uh) Holding your hand, that should be me The one making you laugh, oh baby Oh, that should be me That should be me giving you flowers That should be me talking for hours That should be me, that should be me (oh baby)

All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me And everybody wanna tell me that I'm out of my head When I'm on the mic, that's fine, but that don't scare me It's been a long time, but I'm back now Rap pow, welcome to the rap house Rap pow, will live 'til I pass out Blackout, blackout, everybody keep on wonderin' if I still rap now Are you serious? Anybody out there hearin' this? Yo, I came in the game as a lyricist And I'ma leave like that, period You sniff lines, I write lines You've now entered in my mind And you better get ready 'cause you might find I'm from a different place, and my kind It's a little bit different than yours is Quit snoring, hip-hop isn't dead It's just been in mourning From the moment I quit recording, quick record this Listen, I'm warming up and you're misinformed if You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough Then I'll skip the chorus I've been here, ain't nobody heard of me? Yeah, I'ma turn this beat to a murder scene I don't live for the world I live for the King, I live for the King, focus Wrote this with emotion It's hard to get a break when the doors ain't open It's hard to get a shot when the gun ain't loaded And it's hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice, hold it What am I, insane maybe? Plain crazy You put me in a room with a mic, you will not restrain me You do what you wanted but you can't contain me, lazy Is not a character trait of mine, don't wait in line This is the current condition of my state of mind Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have All I ever wanted was somebody to get this All I ever wanted was somebody to play this Yeah, take my song, put it on their playlist And get goosebumps every time they play it, rate us If that's my calling or not, Father, maybe I should just not bother Go back to that nine-to-five, but I am not a Quitter, so quit that I never been a killer but I guarantee I kill tracks Put them in a coffin, lost in, rip that Tryin' to make an impact in rap, is that insane? Well, I guess so Rap though, better give me that pencil And you ain't ever gonna make it, it's all mental I am in a place where I can't let go, agh! I still work a job and do this, and y'all know what's stupid? I thought all you had to do was get a record deal, and, your things start moving But that's not the case, because most of the times the artists you hear You keep on thinking that artist is new, but that artist has prolly been at it for years Yeah, in the back of my mind thinking Am I wasting my time dreamin'? And I ain't got no money in my wallet But I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this I need this, I swear to y'all, I need this And this hip-hop's in my veins, if you cut me I'ma bleed it And, yo, what you think I write raps for? No reason? No Take my pain and I put 'em in a song Ever since them pills, they took my mom I've been a different person Don't try to predict my verses What you're hearing now is me Whether I'm in front or behind that curtain I stand behind these words here I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect Don't tell me to calm down I'm calm now, listen, I'm just working Yeah, it might take a minute to get it But once you get it everything will be crystal clear I don't think they see my vision here, I don't think they see my vision here! Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have, all I have Don't tell me that this isn't real (this isn't real, this isn't real) This is all that I have, this is all that I have

Oh, oh-oh-oh, got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you Oh-oh-whoa, I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time-time Wasn't ever sure that I loved you But I was always sure that you would let me down Wasn't ever sure if I'd trust you But I'm so goddamn sure my energy is just too precious to waste So, now you, now you wanna Know me, wanna know me Wanna know all about me, wanna know about me But he can't have me 'cause I left him alone You know you wanna know me, wanna know me Wanna know all about me, wanna know about me But he can't have me 'cause I'm gone, no-no-now That I, I-I-I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you Oh-oh-whoa, I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you (break it down) Oh-oh-whoa, I better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you (yes) Wasn't ever sure if I loved you But I was always sure you would have loved me back You had me right, right, right at my weakest, yeah Now you're hurting, I can see you're mad 'Cause you never gonna get that back now, I know you wanna Know me, wanna know me Wanna know all about me, wanna know about me But he can't have me 'cause I left him alone (I left him alone) I know you wanna know me, wanna know me Wanna know all about me, wanna know about me But he can't have me 'cause I'm gone, no-no-now That I, I-I-I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you Oh-oh-whoa, I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time (break it down) I'm sorry that it hurts you No, I'm sorry I ain't sorry Aespa, big girls making money Aespa, you're our number one fan now, you can only see me at a sold out shows (sold out shows) Will I ever go back? (No) Will I ever trip up? (No) Will I ever pull up on him? (No) Watch and see, 'bout to throw another rhythm on him Oh, that I I, I-I-I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time than you (yes) Oh-oh-whoa, I got better things to do with my time Better things to do with my time, do with my time (break it down, hey) I got better (hey) things to do with my time (hey) I got better (hey) things to do with my time I'm sorry that it hurts you No, I'm sorry I ain't sorry Aespa, big girls making money Aespa, you're our number one fan now, you can only see me at a sold out shows (sold out shows) Will I ever go back? (No) Will I ever trip up? (No) Will I ever pull up on him? (No) Watch and see, 'bout to throw another rhythm on him Rhythm on him, rhythm on him, rhythm on him, rhythm on h-

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Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Tampang tak seberapa, keren juga relatif Tapi masalah funny, bolehlah skill itu diadu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Badannya belum kekar, sementara bisa melar Tapi hatinya baik, fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama (kita bersama) Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sеntosa, kita bersama Sekarang dan miliar-miliar Juta-juta ratus tahun lagi Ulangi (ulangi) Tahun yang (tahun yang) Penuh bahagia bеrsamaku (Bersamaku, bersamaku, bersamaku)

Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau Kuberandai kau di sini Mengobati rindu ruai Dalam sunyi ku sendiri meratapi Perasaan yang tak jua didengar Takkan apa bila rasa Ini tumbuh sendirian Tak berdaya diri bila di antara Walau itu hanya bayang-bayangmu Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Huu-uuh Huu-uuh Huu-uuh Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Dihampiri seribu ragu, hanya membisu Huu-uu-uu Dihampiri seribu ragu, hanya membisu Huu-uu-uu Kuberkhayal

Hei, Cantik, coba kaucatat Keretaku tiba pukul empat sore Tak usah kautanya, aku ceritakan nanti Hei, Cantik, ke mana saja? Tak ada berita, sedikit cerita Tak kubaca lagi pesan di ujung malam Ya, Jakarta muram kehilanganmu Terang lampu kota tak lagi sama Sudah saatnya kautengok puing yang tertinggal Sampai kapan akan selalu berlari? Hingga kini masih selalu kunanti-nanti Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Hei, Cantik, bawa aku jalan Jalan kaki saja, menyusuri kota Ceritakan semua ceritamu padaku Jakarta diam kehilanganmu Bau wangi hujan tak lagi sama Sudah saatnya kaujemput musik yang tertinggal Sampai kapan aku 'kan bernyanyi sendiri? Hingga kini masih selalu kunanti-nanti Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Ingat waktu itu ku bertanya? Aku mau dengar jawabnya, hm-mm Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Hm, na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na-na Hm, da-na-na, na-na, na-na-aw-aw

I could put you on a wave I just put you on a wave You're pretty as the ocean I'm coming with the gang So you need to get out our way The ladies love it when I sing The niggas love my abilities When I make the fire on the beats I'm about to make a mil' a week When I hit 'em with the melodies I don't care what you telling me Tryna stay away from felonies, oh Girl, I'm Martin Luther, Martin Luther King Life is hard, I'm Kamasutra-ing I'm running through the pain that the youth has been Inflicted with, it's just ridiculous that you would kill a kid for some Yeezy's Grab your shoes and give his mom a visit at the funeral You looking fly as hell Is that really how we're living? Check it Got a vivid dream of some different (tell 'em) K. Dot has coming out of me, the poetry you know it's been a minute Forefathers put the tax on our real fathers I don't feel represented, I should be up in the Senate Swear I feel like Martin Luther, baby, we need Adam Foss prosecutor so they won't Hand, hand, hand, hand, hand, hand my niggas to the prisons Forgiveness over your permission Just because I didn't break it I'ma fix it And I'm with my dawgs, I'm finna sic 'em Teachers said I need a lesson So I go and start my own school And it's a mystery to you, you get it? Misdemeanor's comin' true it ain't the question But it ain't a problem, they gon' catch you That's the mind state of the youth including me We need some new professors Were you goin' fast son? Yes, sir It was that autopilot on the Tesla Heart palpitating so my chest hurts Probably see it through my sweatshirt, yellow Mama, mama, mama, I'm a mess-up Sorry, mama, I'm a mess-up Paint the pedal just so I could go impress 'em Almost got us on the stretcher And I'm sorry mama, know you taught me better You know, you know you taught me better Father, I don't need a lecture Man, I know the street is rougher for the texture And I'm saying Sorry, mama, I'm a mess-up Sorry, mama, I'm the mess-up I just use these 808's to do confessions I'm double cursing and I'm flexing Vile person, man, I feel like I'm in prison This isn't me, it's my reflection My purities need protection from the insecurities of a section of my soul I just put you on a wave I just put you on a wave Don't follow me into the ocean You will never be the same I just put you on a wave I just put you on a wave Don't follow me into the ocean You will never be the same