Worst In Me - Julia Michaels

Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh 어둠 속으로 사라지는 너 기다려 또 숨지 말고, woah 허우적대잖아 잠겨도 돼 다만 물결치듯 내게 와줘, oh 너 없이는 별 볼 일 없어져 낮도 밤도 달갑지가 않고 공허한 맘을 파도에 눕힌 채 원하고 있어 이토록 나른한 네 품속 떠다니고 싶어 그럴 수만 있다면 날 안아, let me in 'Cause it's blue, 너의 두 눈 Gotta let me in, you're the ocean 매일 같이 기다려 Hey, 네 맘을 볼 수만 있다면 좀 더 깊이 높이 뜬 파도 몰아세워 덫을 치듯이 감싸 안지 휩쓸리는 건 계속 내 쪽 애써 매번 외면하고 외쳐대도 대책 없이 덮치는 너 이미 여긴 저 태양 빛도 닿지 않아 가늠이 안 될 만큼 깊고 외롭지만 너라는 바다 날 이끄니까 부디 날 삼켜 원하면 어디든 넘어갈게 차라리 이젠 몸을 던져 휩쓸리게 이 감정들에 대한 걱정 따윈 흘려보내 솔직한 말, oh, from deep inside, oh 아직도 넌 뭘 생각해 담기엔 넘치는데 나른한 네 품속 떠다니고 싶어 그럴 수만 있다면 날 안아, let me in 'Cause it's blue, 너의 두 눈 Gotta let me in, you're the ocean 매일 같이 기다려 모든 것이 멈추고 눈과 귀를 가려서 숨 쉴 수가 없대도 네게로 네게로 모든 것이 멈춰도 내게 입을 맞춰줘 영원할 수 없대도 이대로 이대로 나른한 네 품속 머물고만 싶어 가장 깊은 어디쯤 날 안아, let me in 'Cause it's blue, 너의 두 눈 (yeah) Gotta let me in, you're the ocean 매일 같이 기다려 (oh) 바람마저 거슬러 가 (with you, baby, yeah) 우리의 세상 끝으로 (I want you, I want) Oh, 네게로 네게로 푸른 바다속 너에게 빠져 (yeah) 'Cause you're my ocean

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Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)