Gone Girl - Obongjayar

Ooh-ooh Split mind, no need to decide when Straight forward, eyes on the climbin' Out of sight no matter the climate Birthin' bitches in my third trimester Shift eyes, they tell me you lyin' Don't care, just lay here beside me Hate time chasing, no rewind Hate time I need more space and security (security) I need less voices, just you and me (just you and me) I need your touch, not your scrutiny (scrutiny) Squeezin' too tight, boy, you're losin' me Boy, you're losin' Gone, gone girl Gone girl You bеtter learn how to face it Shе's gone, gone girl She gone, girl Never replace her She's gone, gone girl Gone girl You better learn how to face it She's gone, gone girl She gone, girl Can't think, it's too hard to process Get all around you and I regress On a side with demons, I digest I'm just high off repeating, I digress Tryna find deeper meaning in nonsense Tryna grow without hating the process Tired of anticipating the worst yet Still anticipating the worst (worst) I need more space and security (security) I need less voices, just you and me (you and me) I need your touch, not your scrutiny (scrutiny) Squeezin' too tight, boy, you're losin' me Boy, you're losin' Gone, gone girl Gone girl You better learn how to face it She's gone, gone girl She gone, girl Never replace her She's gone, gone girl Gone girl You better learn how to face it She's gone, gone girl She gone, girl Inward I go when there's no one around me And memories drown me, the further I go And ain't nobody talkin' 'bout the damage Pretending like it's all okay I tried to erase, I live to escape Gone, gone girl Gone girl You better learn how to face it She's gone, gone girl She gone, girl She's gone, gone, girl Gone, girl You better learn how to face it She's gone, gone girl She gone, girl

Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking Well, I'm sinking Pull me out! Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor I say I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone Every time I see the light not burning on the porch I say I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone But you are You are Feeling overwhelmed, I take a dive To a once overfilled but now empty place to hide The day you turned on me is the day I died And I've forgotten what it's like And how it feels to be alive Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor I say I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone Every time I see the light not burning on the porch I say I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone Reach up to the sky When nothing seems to go right When nothing seems to go right for me Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor I say I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone Every time I see the light not burning on the porch I say I thought you would be home You never would be gone I thought you would be home I thought you would be home You said you never would be gone But you are

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)