Risalah Hati - Dewa 19

(Ha-ah, ha-ah) Waktu terus berlalu Tanpa kusadari yang ada hanya Aku dan kenangan Masih teringat jelas Senyum terakhir yang kau beri untukku Tak pernah ku mencoba Dan tak ingin ku mengisi hatiku Dengan cinta yang lain 'Kan kubiarkan ruang hampa di dalam hidupku Bila aku harus mencintai (mencintai) Dan berbagi hati (berbagi hati), itu hanya denganmu (denganmu) Namun bila ku harus tanpamu Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa bercinta (Ha-ah, ha-ah) (Hu-oh, hu-oh-oh) Ho-oh, hanya dirimu yang pernah Tenangkanku dalam pelukmu Saat ku menangis Bila aku harus mencintai Dan berbagi hati, itu hanya denganmu Namun bila ku harus tanpamu Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa cinta Bila aku, aku harus mencintai (ku harus mencintai) Dan berbagi hati, itu hanya denganmu (namun bila) Namun bila, bila ku harus tanpamu (aku harus tanpamu) Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa bercinta (Hidup tanpa bercinta) Hidup tanpa bercinta (Hidup tanpa bercinta) Tanpa bercinta Tak pernah ku mencoba Dan tak ingin ku mengisi hatiku

Ku coba merubah hatimu yang selalu benci padaku Menjadi rindu, mencintaiku Ku tatap kedua matamu yang penuh amarah padaku Ku tak tertipu dengan semua itu Karena sesungguhnya sejatinya kau menginginkan aku Lakukan saja yang engkau suka Karena takkan buat diriku kehilangan perasaanku Teruskan saja bohongi hati Karena di satu waktu nanti kau pasti akan memahami hatimu Ku tatap kedua matamu yang penuh amarah padaku Ku tak tertipu dengan semua itu Karena sesungguhnya sejatinya kau menginginkan aku Lakukan saja yang engkau suka Karena takkan buat diriku kehilangan perasaanku Teruskan saja bohongi hati Karena di satu waktu nanti kau pasti akan memahami hatimu Bahwasanya takkan bisa sedetik pun kau menjauh dariku Sebenarnya hanya malu-malu mengakuinya Lakukan saja yang engkau suka Karena takkan buat diriku kehilangan perasaanku Teruskan saja bohongi hati Karena di satu waktu nanti kau pasti akan memahami hatimu

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Belum ada satu bulan Ku yakin masih ada sisa wangiku di bajumu Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini hampir gila Kita tak temukan jalan Sepakat akhiri setelah beribu debat panjang Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini belum terima Bohong kah tangismu sore itu di pelukku? Nyatanya pergi ku pun tak lagi mengangganggumu Apa sudah ada kabar lain yang kau tunggu? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu? Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu? Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Baru lewat satu bulan Kemarin ulang tahunku tak ada pesan darimu Tak apa, mungkin kau lupa Atau sudah ada hati yang harus kau jaga? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang kau antar jemput setiap sabtu? Yang s'lalu ingatkan untuk pakai sabuk pengamanmu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Huuu

Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good, good love She told me that those days were gone Gone, gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me, too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends The way it felt, no fakin' it Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast But what we've done, we can't take it back Back, back Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends Ain't no tellin' what we could've been Ain't no tellin' what we could've been, no And if I knew it end like this I never would've kissed ya 'Cause I fell in love with ya We never would've kicked it Girl, now everything's different I lost my only lover and my friend That's why I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends

Bukan 'ku tanpa alasan Berulang ingin bertemu Aku punya perasaan Nampaknya kau tak mengerti Tahukah dirimu? Tahukah hatimu? Berulang kuketuk Aku mencintamu Tapi dirimu tak pernah sadari Aku yang jatuh cinta Aku selalu menemani Saat kau rapuh dan jatuh Namun saat kau bahagia Nampaknya 'ku terlupakan Tahukah dirimu? Tahukah hatimu? Berulang kuketuk Aku mencintamu Tapi dirimu tak pernah sadari Aku yang jatuh cinta (Haruskah kau kuberi kesempatan?) Ingin aku jadi kekasih yang baik Berikan aku kesempatan Tahukah dirimu? Tahukah hatimu? Berulang kuketuk Aku mencintamu Tapi dirimu tak pernah sadari Aku yang jatuh cinta Dan aku mencintamu Tapi dirimu tak pernah sadari Aku sungguh jatuh cinta Bukan 'ku tanpa alasan

I'm not awake I'm not alone You're right beside my face Will you love me this way? 'Cause I'm dancing with my eyes closed It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always You're not awake You're not alone I'm calling off that fragile case Oh, baby Are you dancing with your eyes closed? It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always See me fall from your eyes to your waist I feel your love, I feel your faith always One more time for my taste One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my home I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lay you down