Ever Slowly - Aureolin Sky

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm Do you read my interviews? Or do you, skip my avenue? When you said that you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You called me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your f- friends I don't relate to you No, I don't relate to you 'Cause I'd never treat me this s- I get it, you hate this city And I don't talk s- about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that s- embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me f- sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you just like a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just f- leave me alone And I don't talk s- about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad (yeah) (Just leave me alone) 'Cause that s- embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me f- sad (oh, oh) Leave me alone

I live on the 24th floor With a view of the city from a wrap around porch Honestly, it's all I've ever wanted And I think you'd hate this place You complain about the rent and the way I decorate And not properly rearrange it If you were here, I wouldn't be It took losing you to find me 'Cause all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh We lived on Van Buren In a little white house with the little wood fence It was all you've ever wanted And you'd drink side-stage, and I'd sing my songs And we'd pretend we didn't almost called the wedding off I came into my own and you went back home Sometimes I'd miss that yellow kitchen It's both our fault that this fell apart, but you won't admit it And that's the difference And all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh All I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Feel like a guest inside your home Beg you to love me, but you won't And now I'm on my own Know what I need and what I don't I sleep sound in my bed alone 'Cause I don't miss you, you're just all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh I lived on the 24th floor With the view of the city from a wrap around porch I'd never knew it's all I've ever wanted

Here I am Broken wings Quiet thoughts Unspoken dreams Here I am Alone again I need her now To hold my hand She's all, she's all I ever had She's the air I breathe She's all, she's all I ever had It's the way she makes me feel It's the only thing that's real It's the way she understands She's my lover, she's my friend When I look into her eyes It's the way I feel inside Like the man I want to be She's all I ever need So much time So much pain, but There's one thing That still remains, It's the The way she cared The love we shared And through it all She's always been there She's all, she's all I ever had In a world so cold, so empty She's all, she's all I ever had It's the way she makes me feel It's the only thing that's real It's the way she understands She's my lover, she's my friend When I look into her eyes It's the way I feel inside Like the man I want to be She's all I ever need She's all, she's all I ever had She's all, she's all I ever had It's the way she makes me feel It's the only thing that's real It's the way she understands She's my lover, she's my friend When I look into her eyes It's the way I feel inside Like the man I want to be She's all I ever need It's the way she makes me feel It's the only thing that's real It's the way she understands She's my lover, she's my friend When I look into her eyes That's the way I feel inside Like the man I want to be She's all I ever need Here I am

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)