Not Angry - Chris James

I can't breathe without you Don't wanna be without you I can't breathe without you Don't wanna be without you How does it feel when you're the only one that knows? Everybody wants to help but they feel the burn It hurts, I know, I know I could feel the pain from another horizon (horizon) We're creatures and birds in the sky full of lions And every time you don't talk, you kill me with the silence When it rains, it pours, the violence makes me defiant And every time you don't talk, you kill me with the silencе (silence) See you again (bitch), you and your friends Wе fuck on the bed (haha) and then we pretend We fall in love (nah) until the end I push, you shove (Why?) all on the fence I'm dyin' in my mind, can somebody help me deal? (Help) I'm drivin' in my car, can somebody grab the wheel? You gave me all these cards but I don't think time could heal (nah) You playin' with my heart, please let your feelings reveal (yuh) And then, I know (I know) that pain that could kill Is this how it feel? (Huh?) How could this be real? Reveal, reveal (uh-huh), let it reveal I thought that you cared how I feel (feel) How does it feel when you're the only one that knows? Everybody wants to help but they feel the burn It hurts, I know, I know I could feel the pain from another horizon (horizon) We're creatures and birds in the sky full of lions And every time you don't talk, you kill me with the silence When it rains, it pours, the violence makes me defiant And every time you don't talk, you kill me with the silence (silence)

Psst, I see dead people (Mustard on the beat, hoe) Ayy, Mustard on the beat, hoe Deebo, any rap nigga, he a free throw Man down, call an ambulance, tell him, "Breathe, bro" Nail a nigga to the cross, he walk around like Teezo What's up with these jabroni-ass niggas tryna see Compton? The industry can hate me, fuck 'em all and they mama How many opps you really got? I mean, it's too many options I'm finna pass on this body, I'm John Stockton Beat your ass and hide the Bible if God watchin' Sometimes you gotta pop out and show niggas Certified boogeyman, I'm the one that up the score with 'em Walk him down, whole time I know he got some hoe in him Pole on him, extort shit, bully, Death Row on him Say, Drake, I hear you like 'em young You better not ever go to cell block one To any bitch that talk to him and they in love Just make sure you hide your lil' sister from him They tell me Chubbs the only one that get your hand-me-downs And PARTY at the party, playin' with his nose now And Baka got a weird case, why is he around? Certified Lover Boy? Certified pedophiles Wop, wop, wop, wop, wop, Dot, fuck 'em up Wop, wop, wop, wop, wop, I'ma do my stuff Why you trollin' like a bitch? Ain't you tired? Tryna strike a chord and it's probably A-Minor They not like us, they not like us, they not like us They not like us, they not like us, they not like us You think the Bay gon' let you disrespect Pac, nigga? I think that Oakland show gon' be your last stop, nigga Did Cole fouI, I don't know why you still pretendin' What is the owl? Bird niggas and bird bitches, go The audience not dumb Shape the stories how you want, hey, Drake, they're not slow Rabbit hole is still deep, I can go further, I promise Ain't that somethin'? B-Rad stands for bitch And you Malibu most wanted Ain't no law, boy, you ballboy, fetch Gatorade or somethin' Since 2009, I had this bitch jumpin' You niggas'll get a wedgie, be flipped over your boxers What OVO for? The "Other Vaginal Option"? Pussy Nigga better straighten they posture, got famous all up in Compton Might write this for the docket, tell the pop star, "Quit hidin'" Fuck a caption, want action, no accident, and I'm hands-on He fuck around, get polished Fucked on Wayne girl while he was in jail, that's connivin' Then get his face tatted like a bitch apologizin' I'm glad DeRoz' came home, y'all didn't deserve him neither From Alondra down to Central, nigga better not speak on Serena And your homeboy need subpoena, that predator move in flocks That name gotta be registered and placed on neighborhood watch I lean on you niggas like another line of Wock' Yeah, it's all eyes on me, and I'ma send it up to Pac, ayy Put the wrong label on me, I'ma get 'em dropped, ayy Sweet Chin Music, and I won't pass the aux, ayy How many stocks do I really have in stock? Ayy One, two, three, four, five, plus five, ayy Devil is a lie, he a 69 God, ayy Freaky-ass niggas need to stay they ass inside, ayy Roll they ass up like a fresh pack of 'za, ayy City is back up, it's a must, we outside, ayy They not like us, they not like us, they not like us They not like us, they not like us, they not like us Once upon a time, all of us was in chains Homie still doubled down callin' us some slaves Atlanta was the Mecca, buildin' railroads and trains Bear with me for a second, let me put y'all on game The settlers was usin' town folk to make 'em richer Fast-forward, 2024, you got the same agenda You run to Atlanta when you need a check balance Let me break it down for you, this the real nigga challenge You called Future when you didn't see the club (ayy, what?) Lil Baby helped you get your lingo up (what?) 21 gave you false street cred Thug made you feel like you a slime in your head (ayy, what?) Quavo said you can be from Northside (what?) 2 Chainz say you good, but he lied You run to Atlanta when you need a few dollars No, you not a colleague, you a fuckin' colonizer The family matter, and the truth of the matter It was God's plan to show y'all the liar Mm Mm-mm He a fan, he a fan, he a fan (mm) He a fan, he a fan, he a- Freaky-ass nigga, he a 69 God Freaky-ass nigga, he a 69 God Hey, hey, hey, hey, run for your life Hey, hey, hey, hey, run for your life Freaky-ass nigga, he a 69 God Freaky-ass nigga, he a 69 God Hey, hey, hey, hey, run for your life Hey, hey, hey, hey, run for your life Let me hear you say, "OV-hoe" (OV-hoe) Say, "OV-hoe" (OV-hoe) Then step this way, step that way Then step this way, step that way Are you my friend? Are we locked in? Then step this way, step that way Then step this way, step that way

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Belum ada satu bulan Ku yakin masih ada sisa wangiku di bajumu Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini hampir gila Kita tak temukan jalan Sepakat akhiri setelah beribu debat panjang Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini belum terima Bohong kah tangismu sore itu di pelukku? Nyatanya pergi ku pun tak lagi mengangganggumu Apa sudah ada kabar lain yang kau tunggu? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu? Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu? Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Baru lewat satu bulan Kemarin ulang tahunku tak ada pesan darimu Tak apa, mungkin kau lupa Atau sudah ada hati yang harus kau jaga? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang kau antar jemput setiap sabtu? Yang s'lalu ingatkan untuk pakai sabuk pengamanmu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Huuu

Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good, good love She told me that those days were gone Gone, gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me, too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends The way it felt, no fakin' it Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast But what we've done, we can't take it back Back, back Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends Ain't no tellin' what we could've been Ain't no tellin' what we could've been, no And if I knew it end like this I never would've kissed ya 'Cause I fell in love with ya We never would've kicked it Girl, now everything's different I lost my only lover and my friend That's why I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends

Do you wanna start a cult with me? I'm not vibrating like I oughta be I need a purpose, I can't keep surfing Through this existential misery Now we gonna need some real estate But if I choose my words carefully Think I could fool you that I'm the guru Wait, how do you spell epiphany? Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old mantra Yeah Could I have your attention, please? It's time to tap into your tragedy Think you could use a new abuser Close your eyes and listen carefully Imagine you're stood on a beach Water gently lapping at your feet But now you sinking, what were you thinking? That's all the time we have this week Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old Mantra And I know this doesn't make a lot of sense But do you really wanna think all by yourself now? All I'm asking for's a little bit of faith You know it's easy to believe And I know this doesn't make a lot of sense You know you gotta work the corners of your mind now All I'm asking for's a little bit of faith You know it's easy to, so easy to believe Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old Mantra Oh

I'm not awake I'm not alone You're right beside my face Will you love me this way? 'Cause I'm dancing with my eyes closed It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always You're not awake You're not alone I'm calling off that fragile case Oh, baby Are you dancing with your eyes closed? It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always See me fall from your eyes to your waist I feel your love, I feel your faith always One more time for my taste One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my home I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lay you down

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true