I Can't Carry This Anymore - Anson Seabra

I need somebody to love I need somebody to hold Me tight, cause I'm afraid That you don't feel the same Why can't I be in your mind Why can't I be in your life I find it difficult for me You don't feel the same But you Make me Go crazy Bout you Oh love I've let my love die Cause I'm a fool who thinks you're mine You've got me losing my mind But you Make me Go crazy Over you But you Make me Go crazy Bout you

Nothing lasts forever But we didn't know that, did we? Never even a question How were we so silly? Going from movie nights to anything we liked Now I'm watching them on my own From evening drives pre-drinking at mine's Singin' our favorite songs I haven't seen you in so long God, where has the time gone? Friendships can last a lifetime But then, sometimes they just don't Never thought it would be you, it was meant to be us Against the world But now, we're only gettin' older I wish somebody would've told us That we're not kids anymore I wish somebody would've told us That we're not kids anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore) (Anymore, anymore) I still look through our pictures Remembering when things were different I didn't have to miss you But now it feels so distant Going from waiting in club blind Sippin' on cheap wine Acting like we weren't drunk You knew what I was thinking always And sink when no one would laugh but us I haven't seen you in so long God, where has the time gone? Friendships can last a lifetime But then, sometimes they just don't Never thought it would be you it was meant to be us Against the world But now, we're only gettin' older I wish somebody would've told us That we're not kids anymore I wish somebody would've told us That we're not kids anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore) (Anymore, anymore...) Friendships can last a lifetime But then, sometimes they just don't

I've been twisting and turning In a space that's too small I've been drawing the line and watching it fall You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart Well I can't explain why it's not enough, 'cause I gave it all to you And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do It's time to surrender, it's been too long pretending There's no use in trying, when the pieces don't fit anymore The pieces don't fit here anymore You pulled me under I had to give in Such a beautiful myth That's breaking my skin Well I'll hide all the bruises I'll hide all the damage that's done But I'll show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone Well I can't explain why it's not enough, 'cause I gave it all to you And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do It's time to surrender, it's been too long pretending There's no use in trying, when the pieces don't fit anymore The pieces don't fit here anymore Oh don't misunderstand How I feel 'Cause I've tried, yes I've tried But still I don't know why, no I don't know why I don't know why... why Well I can't explain why it's not enough, I gave it all to you And if you leave me now, just leave me now It's the better thing to do Well it's time to surrender, it's been too long pretending There's no use in trying, when the pieces don't fit anymore The pieces don't fit here anymore The pieces don't fit anymore

I'll keep the pictures saved in a safe place Wow, I look so weird here My face has changed now It's a big shame So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth And it's not that rare for me to let myself down In a big way But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that It's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy, of course But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore It's not the same anymore It's not the same, but, it's not a shame 'cause I spend a long time putting up with people Putting on my best face It's only normal when you stop things in the wrong way It's only four o'clock and still, it's been a long day I just wanna hit the hay People knocking on me like every day I'm tired of taking stress If only there could be another way I'm tired of feeling suppressed And when they want me the most I'm tired of acting like I care, but I do And I can't wait to hit the bed But tomorrow makes me scared 'Cause it's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy, of course (of course) But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore (it's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) It's not the same anymore (it's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) I kept the feelings inside I open up when shit gets built up this high She makes it easy to cry The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise I miss the days when I was someone else I used to be so hungry Right now, my stomach's full of air And I've spent many months just hating on myself I can't keep wishing things will be different Or leaving problems on the shelf I wish I didn't need to get help But I do But I do I've been so hard on myself, yeah Even my family can tell And they barely saw what I felt I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else It's not the same (It's not the same) (It's not the same) It's not the same as before It's not the same anymore And it's fine because I've learned so much from before Now I'm not sure on advice There's no excuses at all No point in feeling upset Won't take my place on my floor I'll stand up straight like I'm tall It's up to me, no one else I'm doing this for myself It's not the same anymore It's better It got better It's not the same anymore It's better Yeah, yeah

Baby, I-I-I can't wait My love, tell me what it's all about You've got somethin' that I can't live without Happiness is so hard to find Hey baby tell me what is on your mind 'Cause I can't wait Baby (I can't wait) 'til you call me on the telephone I can't wait Baby (I can't wait) 'til we're all alone I can't wait You know I love you even when you don't try I know that our love can never die Hey darlin' when you look into my eyes Please tell me you'll never have to say goodbye 'Cause I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait) this is what I've been waitin' for I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait)) 'til my love walks in the door I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait) true love is so hard to find I found yours, you found mine I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait) tell me what is on your mind I can't wait I can't wait Can't wait Can't wait Can't wait I can't wait No, I can't wait Say it one more time (Baby, I can't wait) tell me what is on your mind Oh I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait) this is what I've been waiting for Oh I can't wait (Baby, I can't wait) 'til my love walks in the door

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Tampang tak seberapa, keren juga relatif Tapi masalah funny, bolehlah skill itu diadu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama Miliar-miliar, juta-juta, ratus-ratus sekian Kemungkinan orang di dunia, kamu dapatnya aku Badannya belum kekar, sementara bisa melar Tapi hatinya baik, fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu-fu Penuh senang, 'kan? Ya, jalani ini bersamaku Meski sering kelakuanku Keras kepalaku ganggu Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sentosa, kita bersama (kita bersama) Serta mulia, panjang umurnya Damai sеntosa, kita bersama Sekarang dan miliar-miliar Juta-juta ratus tahun lagi Ulangi (ulangi) Tahun yang (tahun yang) Penuh bahagia bеrsamaku (Bersamaku, bersamaku, bersamaku)

Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau Kuberandai kau di sini Mengobati rindu ruai Dalam sunyi ku sendiri meratapi Perasaan yang tak jua didengar Takkan apa bila rasa Ini tumbuh sendirian Tak berdaya diri bila di antara Walau itu hanya bayang-bayangmu Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Huu-uuh Huu-uuh Huu-uuh Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Senyumanmu yang indah bagaikan candu Ingin terus kulihat walau dari jauh Sekarang aku pun sadari semua hanya mimpiku Yang berkhayal akan bisa bersamamu Dihampiri seribu ragu, hanya membisu Huu-uu-uu Dihampiri seribu ragu, hanya membisu Huu-uu-uu Kuberkhayal

Hei, Cantik, coba kaucatat Keretaku tiba pukul empat sore Tak usah kautanya, aku ceritakan nanti Hei, Cantik, ke mana saja? Tak ada berita, sedikit cerita Tak kubaca lagi pesan di ujung malam Ya, Jakarta muram kehilanganmu Terang lampu kota tak lagi sama Sudah saatnya kautengok puing yang tertinggal Sampai kapan akan selalu berlari? Hingga kini masih selalu kunanti-nanti Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Hei, Cantik, bawa aku jalan Jalan kaki saja, menyusuri kota Ceritakan semua ceritamu padaku Jakarta diam kehilanganmu Bau wangi hujan tak lagi sama Sudah saatnya kaujemput musik yang tertinggal Sampai kapan aku 'kan bernyanyi sendiri? Hingga kini masih selalu kunanti-nanti Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Ingat waktu itu ku bertanya? Aku mau dengar jawabnya, hm-mm Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Terbawa lagi langkahku ke sana Mantra apa, entah yang istimewa Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Dengar lagu lama ini katanya Izinkan aku pulang ke kotamu Ku percaya selalu ada sesuatu di Jogja Hm, na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na-na Hm, da-na-na, na-na, na-na-aw-aw

I could put you on a wave I just put you on a wave You're pretty as the ocean I'm coming with the gang So you need to get out our way The ladies love it when I sing The niggas love my abilities When I make the fire on the beats I'm about to make a mil' a week When I hit 'em with the melodies I don't care what you telling me Tryna stay away from felonies, oh Girl, I'm Martin Luther, Martin Luther King Life is hard, I'm Kamasutra-ing I'm running through the pain that the youth has been Inflicted with, it's just ridiculous that you would kill a kid for some Yeezy's Grab your shoes and give his mom a visit at the funeral You looking fly as hell Is that really how we're living? Check it Got a vivid dream of some different (tell 'em) K. Dot has coming out of me, the poetry you know it's been a minute Forefathers put the tax on our real fathers I don't feel represented, I should be up in the Senate Swear I feel like Martin Luther, baby, we need Adam Foss prosecutor so they won't Hand, hand, hand, hand, hand, hand my niggas to the prisons Forgiveness over your permission Just because I didn't break it I'ma fix it And I'm with my dawgs, I'm finna sic 'em Teachers said I need a lesson So I go and start my own school And it's a mystery to you, you get it? Misdemeanor's comin' true it ain't the question But it ain't a problem, they gon' catch you That's the mind state of the youth including me We need some new professors Were you goin' fast son? Yes, sir It was that autopilot on the Tesla Heart palpitating so my chest hurts Probably see it through my sweatshirt, yellow Mama, mama, mama, I'm a mess-up Sorry, mama, I'm a mess-up Paint the pedal just so I could go impress 'em Almost got us on the stretcher And I'm sorry mama, know you taught me better You know, you know you taught me better Father, I don't need a lecture Man, I know the street is rougher for the texture And I'm saying Sorry, mama, I'm a mess-up Sorry, mama, I'm the mess-up I just use these 808's to do confessions I'm double cursing and I'm flexing Vile person, man, I feel like I'm in prison This isn't me, it's my reflection My purities need protection from the insecurities of a section of my soul I just put you on a wave I just put you on a wave Don't follow me into the ocean You will never be the same I just put you on a wave I just put you on a wave Don't follow me into the ocean You will never be the same