Dear Ben - Jennifer Lopez

Saw you singing your song the other day It's been a long time since your eyes lit up that way I felt the guilt build up as I looked back how things went wrong Did I have to sweep in and scar you? Five years, we shared the bittersweetness of our youth Then we broke up, because sometimes it is the best thing to do Did it ever cross your mind that maybe you hurt me too? But I'm not taking it against you Since the beginning, I never wanted anything But to see you reach your dreams, I knew that you just wanted me But I had dreams of my own, and I just couldn't let them go So, I apologize for coming into your life Just to break your heart to pieces, and then leave you in the night And I tried my best to stay by your side But who knew the rolling seasons would reveal that sometimes We aren't meant to be the one? So, goodbye to the ones we once loved When things got heavy, and you expected more from me I tried to be there to take away your tears But I didn't notice that I was chipping away At pieces of myself 'til there was nothing left to give I didn't even want to live But I apologize for coming into your life Just to break your heart to pieces, and then leave you in the night And I tried my best to stay by your side But who knew the rolling seasons would reveal that sometimes We aren't meant to be the one? So, goodbye to the ones we once loved I realized it wasn't anyone's fault at all It's just that I wasn't built to build you up when you fall Maybe we were meant to be a lesson to each other But I wish you well, and I'm sorry (I'm sorry) Oh, I apologize for coming into your life Just to break your heart to pieces, and then leave you in the night And I tried my best to stay by your side But who knew the rolling seasons would reveal that sometimes We aren't meant to be the one? So, goodbye to the ones, I wasn't meant to be the one So, goodbye to the one I once loved

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories Will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again Well some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again Woah Yeah, yeah

Dear diary, I don't know what's going on, but something's up The dog won't stop barking, and I think my TV is bust Every channel is the same, it's sending me insane And earlier somebody bit me, what a fucking day The sky is falling It's fucking boring I'm going braindead, isolated God is a shithead And we're his rejects Traumatized for breakfast I can't stomach any more survival horror Dear diary, I feel itchy like there's bugs under my skin The dog's gone rabid (shut the fuck up) Doing my head in I keep fading in and out I don't know where I've been I feel so hungry What the hell is happening? The sky is falling It's fucking boring I'm going braindead, isolated God is a shithead And we're his rejects Traumatized for breakfast I can't stomach any more survival horror Dear diary, dog stopped barking, probably 'cause I ate his face Tasty, itchy, TV say there's no more human race Kinda sad my whole entire existence been a waste Ah, nevermind, it's not the end of the world (oh, wait) Fly Lie

Long were the nights when my Days once revolved around you Counting my footsteps Praying the floor won't fall through, again My mother accused me of losing my mind, but I swore I was fine You paint me blue sky Then go back and turn it to rain And I lived in your chess game But you changed the rules every day Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone Tonight Well, I stopped picking up, and this song is to let you know why Dear John I see it all now that you're gone Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home I should've known Well, maybe it's me And my blind optimism to blame Or maybe it's you and your sick need To give love then take it away And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors Who don't understand And I'll look back and regret I ignored when they said, "Run as fast as you can" Dear John I see it all now that you're gone Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home Dear John I see it all now, it was wrong Don't you think nineteen's Too young to be played by your dark, twisted games? When I loved you so I should've known You are an expert at sorry And keeping lines blurry Never impressed by me acing your tests All the girls that you've run dry Have tired, lifeless eyes 'cause you burned them out But I took your matches before fire could catch me So don't look now I'm shining like fireworks Over your sad empty town Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Dear John I see it all now that you're gone Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home I see it all now that you're gone Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress wrote you a song You should've known You should've known Don't you think I was too young? You should've known

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Belum ada satu bulan Ku yakin masih ada sisa wangiku di bajumu Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini hampir gila Kita tak temukan jalan Sepakat akhiri setelah beribu debat panjang Namun kau tampak baik saja Bahkan senyummu lebih lepas Sedang aku di sini belum terima Bohong kah tangismu sore itu di pelukku? Nyatanya pergi ku pun tak lagi mengangganggumu Apa sudah ada kabar lain yang kau tunggu? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu? Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu? Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Baru lewat satu bulan Kemarin ulang tahunku tak ada pesan darimu Tak apa, mungkin kau lupa Atau sudah ada hati yang harus kau jaga? Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang kau antar jemput setiap sabtu? Yang s'lalu ingatkan untuk pakai sabuk pengamanmu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru Sudah adakah yang gantikanku? Yang khawatirkanmu setiap waktu Yang cerita tentang apapun sampai hal-hal tak perlu Kalau bisa jangan buru-buru, kalau bisa jangan ada dulu Huuu

Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good, good love She told me that those days were gone Gone, gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me, too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends The way it felt, no fakin' it Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast But what we've done, we can't take it back Back, back Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends Ain't no tellin' what we could've been Ain't no tellin' what we could've been, no And if I knew it end like this I never would've kissed ya 'Cause I fell in love with ya We never would've kicked it Girl, now everything's different I lost my only lover and my friend That's why I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends

Do you wanna start a cult with me? I'm not vibrating like I oughta be I need a purpose, I can't keep surfing Through this existential misery Now we gonna need some real estate But if I choose my words carefully Think I could fool you that I'm the guru Wait, how do you spell epiphany? Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old mantra Yeah Could I have your attention, please? It's time to tap into your tragedy Think you could use a new abuser Close your eyes and listen carefully Imagine you're stood on a beach Water gently lapping at your feet But now you sinking, what were you thinking? That's all the time we have this week Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old Mantra And I know this doesn't make a lot of sense But do you really wanna think all by yourself now? All I'm asking for's a little bit of faith You know it's easy to believe And I know this doesn't make a lot of sense You know you gotta work the corners of your mind now All I'm asking for's a little bit of faith You know it's easy to, so easy to believe Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Before the truth will set you free, it'll piss you off Before you find a place to be, you gonna lose the plot Too late to tell you now, one ear and right out the other one 'Cause all you ever do is chant the same old Mantra Oh

I'm not awake I'm not alone You're right beside my face Will you love me this way? 'Cause I'm dancing with my eyes closed It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always You're not awake You're not alone I'm calling off that fragile case Oh, baby Are you dancing with your eyes closed? It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always See me fall from your eyes to your waist I feel your love, I feel your faith always One more time for my taste One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my home I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lay you down

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true