Anaheim - NIKI

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Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

The apartment we won't share I wonder what sad wife lives there Have the windows deciphered her stares? Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs? The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose The daughter we won't raise still waits for you The girl I won't be is the one that's yours I hope you shortly find what you long for Two years and some change Isn't it strange? You're a full-fledged socialist I go by a new name The filthy joke that won't Burrow in the corner of your Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day The story we won't tell Is my greatest fantasy The passion I won't feel again Isn't lost on me The son you never wanted Is the wound your father left And the mother I won't be is Probably for the best Your demons I won't meet Now someone else's word to keep I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet Not what I wanted, but what we need

I can't lie, it feels nice that you're calling You sound sad and alone, and you're stalling And for once, I don't care about what you want As long as we keep talking (as long as we're talking) I mean, you gotta admit the history's kind of unmatched Asian Calvinism, we made it out of that Well, whether we're free of will or predestined Clearly, I've not learned my lesson even now Hope He doesn't strike me down (strike me down) The Goo Goo Dolls are dead to me The way you should be too But you bring them up Along with how much I fucking miss you Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried Maybe life's less romantic when I don't wanna die You'd think I'd be a fast learner But guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner Backburner Your backburner Your backburner Your backburner It's pathetic, but at least you are, too I don't know what to do I don't like anyone except sometimes you And now you're sounding like a hurt puppy You look ugly when you cry But I'm the one you think to call How do you feel lucky and appalled at the same time? After everything you put me through I somehow still believe in you, oh-oh But I know in a week or so You'll fade away again And I wish that I cared Hey, are you still there? Good Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried 'Cause maybe you'll finally choose me after you've had more time I thought I was a fast learner But guess I won't ever mind, guess I won't ever mind Maybe I blame my mother bleeding into my stride Maybe it was my father and his wandering eyes (It's their fault that) I'll always be in your corner 'Cause I don't feel alive 'til I'm burnin' on your backburner, oh-oh (Backburner, your backburner) And I know that it's sad that I settle for the backburner, oh-oh (your backburner) (Your backburner, your backburner) Guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner, oh-oh (your backburner) (Backburner, your backburner) As long as you still think of me, oh, oh-oh (backburner, backburner)

Waiting to time, will I be better or fall? Play a lovely melody or nothing at all Seeking my pride when there else nothing to hide Let me just waking up together with you Thinking of fantasy, there's no more privacy Faking a smile, there is no reason to cry It's breaking my mind to see the truth is a lie Let me just waking up together with you There's no logic in life But Darling, love is understandable Tell me the price then I'll try to compromise Power and politics leads time to collapse It's breaking my heart to hear the truth is a lie Let me just waking up together with you There's no logic in life But Darling, love is understandable I'm not a prodigy this within agony The plans in my hand I have to risk it all It's hurting my eye to see what's going on Let me just waking up together with you Waking up tomorrow with you Waking up together with you

His laugh you'd die for, his laugh you'd die for The kind that colors the sky Heart intangible, slips away faster than dandelion fluff in the sunlight And he's got swirls of passion in his eyes Uncoverin' the dreams, he dreams at night As much and hard as he tries to hide I can see right through, see right through His voice you'd melt for, he says my name like I'd fade away somehow if he's too loud What I would give for me to get my feet Back on the ground, head off the clouds I laugh at how we're polar opposites I read him like a book, and he's a clueless little kid Doesn't know that I'd stop time and space Just to make him smile, make him smile Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Take a chance with me, take a chance with me Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh His kiss you'd kill for, just one and you're done for Electricity surgin' in the air He drives me crazy, it's so beyond me How he'd look me dead in the eye and stay unaware That I'm hopelessly captivated By a boy who thinks love's overrated How did I get myself in this arrangement? It baffles me, too, baffles me, too Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take I'll be your safety net, so why not raise the stakes? And I can hear your heart from across the room Pulsin' through my veins, I know you need this too Lie to me all you please, I can see right through See right through Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Take a chance with me, take a chance with me Ooh-ah, oh-oh, oh

Just one more tear to cry, one teardrop from my eye You better save it for The middle of the night when things aren't black and white Enter, Troubadour "Remember 24?" And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it I wave goodbye to the end of beginning This song has started now, and you're just finding out Now isn't that a laugh? A major sacrifice, but clueless at the time Enter, Caroline "Just trust me, you'll be fine" And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye) You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the- And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it Oh, I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (Goodbye, goodbye)