Happiest Year - Jaymes Young

I'm really on the ropes this time I've been fighting all my life for you I never should have said good bye But maybe that's what stupid people do 'Cause you gave me peace And I wasted it I'm here to admit That you were my medicine Oh I couldn't quite And I'm on my knees again Asking for nothing Thank you for the happiest year of my life Thank you for the happiest year of my life Ooh ooh Hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmmm Don't think I could forgive myself I'm sorry for the ways that I used to And I could care less right know But you know, your hurt me pretty good too Yeah, we made each other bleed And we tasted it I'm here to admit That you were my medicine Oh, love, I couldn't quite And I'm on my knees again Thank you for the happiest year of my life Thank you for the happiest year of my life Hmm hmm Wake me up when they built this time machine (I want to go back) Wake me up when you're sleeping next to me 'Cause I really loved you Ooh ooh ooooh Thank you for the happiest year of my life Thank you for the happiest year of my life Thank you for the happiest year of my life Hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmmm Thank you for the happiest year of my life Thank you for the happiest year of my life Hmm hmm

Don't hold my hand, don't beg me back Don't say that we'll make it through this Yeah, if I'm so beautiful, then why? The doors we slammed, the plates we smashed Echo with the sound of madness I can't remember why we try My heart only wants you The moment you say no But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it doesn't matter Tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened Don't make us saints, we're wards of pain The past and a perfect picture There's no one else to blame this time Don't change the truth we can't undo The high we chase, steal the crash, no You're not the one who gets to cry My heart only wants you The moment you say no But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it doesn't matter Tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened All it takes is a smooth pop of a bottle top To fix a heart, a broken heart, baby All it takes is a little rolling paper Take us to the start, go back to the start But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it doesn't matter Tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to I can stop the tears if I want to But tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world You'll see like it never happened

I miss you Your name's still on my coffee cup I miss you The way you chose the films we watched I'll miss you, babe If only I had told you that before Maybe I would never have to miss you Singing by the kitchen sink I'll miss you Not knowing I was listening I'll miss you, babe You embody everything that I am not And now I'm just somebody you forgot I wish it was a year ago I wish that could hold you close Now I'm driving past your house, I know The lights are on you're not alone I wonder if you're making eyes I wonder if he loves you like The way you said that only I could do I wish that I could tell you that I miss you I miss you The way you left my car a mess I miss you The way you took up half the bed That empty space You remind me of the things that I am not And now I'm just somebody you forgot I hope you're well Oh, and I can't help myself, oh I wish it was a year ago I wish that I could hold you close Now I'm driving past your house I know The lights are on you're not alone I wonder if you're making eyes I wonder if he loves you like The way you said that only I could do I wish that I could tell you that I miss you, oh I wish that I could tell you that I miss you, oh I wish it was a year ago I wish that I could hold you close The way you said that only I could do I wish that I could tell you that I miss you

There's glitter on the floor after the party Girls carrying their shoes down in the lobby Candle wax and Polaroids on the hardwood floor You and me from the night before, but Don't read the last page But I stay when you're lost, and I'm scared, and you're turning away I want your midnights But I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day You squeeze my hand three times in the back of the taxi I can tell that it's gonna be a long road I'll be there if you're the toast of the town, babe Or if you strike out and you're crawling home Don't read the last page But I stay when it's hard, or it's wrong, or we're making mistakes I want your midnights But I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you And I will hold on to you Please don't ever become a stranger Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere Please don't ever become a stranger Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere There's glitter on the floor after the party Girls carrying their shoes down in the lobby Candle wax and Polaroids on the hardwood floor You and me, forevermore Don't read the last page But I stay when it's hard, or it's wrong, or we're making mistakes I want your midnights But I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you Hold on to the memories They will hold on to you And I will hold on to you Please don't ever become a stranger (hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you) Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere (hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you) Please don't ever become a stranger (hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you) Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere (I will hold on to you)

Menurutmu berapa lama lagi kau kan mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa terjadi dalam sewindu Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Menurutmu apa benar saat ini kau masih mencintaiku? Menurutmu apa yang bisa dicinta dari diriku? Bukan apa hanya bersiap tak ada yang tahu Aku takut Tak pernah ada yang lama menungguku sejak dulu Yang terjadi sebelumnya semua orang takut padaku Panggil aku perempuan gila Hantu berkepala keji membunuh kasihnya Penuh ganggu di dalam jiwanya Sambil penuh cinta diam-diam berusaha Selalu tahu akan ditinggalkan Namun demi Tuhan Aku berusaha Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya Memang tidak mudah mencintai diri ini Namun aku berjanji akan mereda seperti semestinya

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

I've been so busy, ignoring, and hiding About what my heart actually say Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure I always pretending and lying Like I'm used to feel empty 'Cause all I got is unhappy Happiness, can't I get happiness? I've never been enjoyin' my serenity Even if I've got a lot of company That makes me happy Soul try to figure it out From where I've been escapin' Running to end all the sin Get away from the pressure Wondering to get a love that is so pure Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure, oh-ho-oo It was in a blink of an eye Find a way how to say goodbye I've got to take me away From all sadness Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins And took all my insecure When will I got the love that is so pure? Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure Gotta have Gotta have to always make sure That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

낭비하지 마 네 시간은 은행 서둘러서 정리해 걔는 real bad 받아주면 안돼 No you better trust me 답답해서 그래 저번에도 봤지만 너 없을 때 걘 여기저기에 눈빛을 뿌리네 아주 눈부시게 Honestly 우리 사이에 He's been totally lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go whenever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm 아파 맘이 네가 걔 못 잊을 때 내 말 믿어 you deserve better than that 내가 도와줄게 걔는 그냥 playin' Boys be always lying, yeah 내 생일 파티에 너만 못 온 그날 혜진이가 엄청 혼났던 그날 지원이가 여친이랑 헤어진 그날 걔는 언제나 네가 없이 그날 너무 멋있는 옷을 입고 그날 Heard him say We can go wherever you like Baby say the words and I'm down All I need is you on my side We can go wherever you like Now where are you? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? What's your ETA? Mmhmm What's your ETA? what's your ETA? I'll be there right now, lose that boy on her arm (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm) (Want a boy on my) (Want a boy on my) (Need a boy on my arm) (My arm, my arm)

Just one more tear to cry, one teardrop from my eye You better save it for The middle of the night when things aren't black and white Enter, Troubadour "Remember 24?" And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it I wave goodbye to the end of beginning This song has started now, and you're just finding out Now isn't that a laugh? A major sacrifice, but clueless at the time Enter, Caroline "Just trust me, you'll be fine" And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye) You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man You take the man out of the- And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it Oh, I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (Goodbye, goodbye)

I can't lie, it feels nice that you're calling You sound sad and alone, and you're stalling And for once, I don't care about what you want As long as we keep talking (as long as we're talking) I mean, you gotta admit the history's kind of unmatched Asian Calvinism, we made it out of that Well, whether we're free of will or predestined Clearly, I've not learned my lesson even now Hope He doesn't strike me down (strike me down) The Goo Goo Dolls are dead to me The way you should be too But you bring them up Along with how much I fucking miss you Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried Maybe life's less romantic when I don't wanna die You'd think I'd be a fast learner But guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner Backburner Your backburner Your backburner Your backburner It's pathetic, but at least you are, too I don't know what to do I don't like anyone except sometimes you And now you're sounding like a hurt puppy You look ugly when you cry But I'm the one you think to call How do you feel lucky and appalled at the same time? After everything you put me through I somehow still believe in you, oh-oh But I know in a week or so You'll fade away again And I wish that I cared Hey, are you still there? Good Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried 'Cause maybe you'll finally choose me after you've had more time I thought I was a fast learner But guess I won't ever mind, guess I won't ever mind Maybe I blame my mother bleeding into my stride Maybe it was my father and his wandering eyes (It's their fault that) I'll always be in your corner 'Cause I don't feel alive 'til I'm burnin' on your backburner, oh-oh (Backburner, your backburner) And I know that it's sad that I settle for the backburner, oh-oh (your backburner) (Your backburner, your backburner) Guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner, oh-oh (your backburner) (Backburner, your backburner) As long as you still think of me, oh, oh-oh (backburner, backburner)

Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh You gimme wine, yuh gimmie wine, yeah Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when i wine pon Yuh-uh-uh Yuh-uh Yuh-uh (Yeaass) Love (love), love (love, love) Ah can't tell no lie but i can't get enough of yuh love (Yuh love), love (love, love) Yuh pushing back on me 'Cause you know i love it ruff (ruff), ruff (ruff, ruff) I'm falling fa you girl and i know that is what you love (love) I know that is what you la-ah-ove giiiiirrrrrlll yes You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Tropical wine, gir-irllll You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Ah geeh yuh miinnee Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine back, girl Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-ack girllllllll Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-aa-ack Yuh wine back (yuh wine back, yuh wine back, yuh wine) Eeeyea-aahh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when ah wine pon yuh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh (yuh-yuh-yuh) Baby Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when i wine pon yuh Too sweet when i wine pon yuh (uh-uh yuh-uh) That's me luck (me luck), me luck (me luck, me luck) Ah get hurt everytime but ah still coming back for yuh love (Yuh love), love (love, love) Yuh pushing back on meeeee, 'cause you know i love it ruff (ruff) Ruff (ruff,ruff) I'm falling fa you girl and i know that is what you love (love) I know that is what you la-ah-ove giiiiirrrrrlll (yesss) You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Tropical wine, gir-irllll You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Ah geeh yuh miinnee Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine back, girl Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-ack girllll Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-aa-ack Yuh wine back (yuh wine back, yuh wine back, yuh wine) Eeeyea-aahh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when ah wine pon yuh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh (yuh-yuh-yuh) Baby Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when ah wine pon yuh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh (uh-ah yuh-uh, yuh uh, yuh uh) You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Tropical wine, gir-irllll You gimmie wine, and then i Ah geeh yuh mine, gir-irllll Tropical vibes yes Ah geeh yuh miinnee Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine back, girl Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-ack girllll Yuh bumpa just fluctuating my love (yeah) Girl it just fluctuating my love Ah when yuh wine ba-aa-aa-ack Yuh wine back (yuh wine back, yuh wine back, yuh wine) Eeeyea-aahh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when ah wine pon yuh Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh (yuh-yuh-yuh) Baby Too sweet when ah wine pon yuh-uh Yuh too sweet when i wine pon yuh Too sweet when i wine pon yuh (uh-ah yuh-uh, yuh uh, yuh uh) Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh You gimme wine, yuh gimmie wine, yeah Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh Aaaaahhh ahh ahhh You gimme wine, yuh gimmie wine, yeah

His laugh you'd die for, his laugh you'd die for The kind that colors the sky Heart intangible, slips away faster than dandelion fluff in the sunlight And he's got swirls of passion in his eyes Uncoverin' the dreams, he dreams at night As much and hard as he tries to hide I can see right through, see right through His voice you'd melt for, he says my name like I'd fade away somehow if he's too loud What I would give for me to get my feet Back on the ground, head off the clouds I laugh at how we're polar opposites I read him like a book, and he's a clueless little kid Doesn't know that I'd stop time and space Just to make him smile, make him smile Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Take a chance with me, take a chance with me Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh His kiss you'd kill for, just one and you're done for Electricity surgin' in the air He drives me crazy, it's so beyond me How he'd look me dead in the eye and stay unaware That I'm hopelessly captivated By a boy who thinks love's overrated How did I get myself in this arrangement? It baffles me, too, baffles me, too Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take I'll be your safety net, so why not raise the stakes? And I can hear your heart from across the room Pulsin' through my veins, I know you need this too Lie to me all you please, I can see right through See right through Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Oh, why can't we for once Say what we want, say what we feel? Oh, why can't you for once Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real? Take a chance with me, take a chance with me Ooh-ah, oh-oh, oh